OK....I been gone a while....I had some shit to do damnit!
Look, if you read this blog or look upon my FB profile or if...think of it.....have a real in the flesh conversation with me you know I love this squaller...Alt. Country some call it. Lets call it music. Real Fucking Music! BMG has no clue what that is. Think Lucero meets Fire Walk with Me.
It has some truth, some meaning and some god-damned soul. The heart is just a given. There aint a whole mess of it around these days. Hate to say it but fucking Love and Rockets had more soul than most these sum bitches out here today. I had a Love and Rockets shirt back in the day. You remember no one heard of 'em till they happened to score one radio hit, the fell back into obscure or prolly some flat in London more likely where they could drink in peace.
I am really in the mood some some good god damned curse words today.Take your radio and stick it up your arse
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
break---FAST!!!
OK,,,so I did it, yeah it was me....what of it. 5 Days of whole raw vegan Organic goodness and I picked up some cooked and cheesy veggies today. A part of me felt like a slipper again. Ya know that drama filler that is always in and out of meetings?? The one with never ending tears in there eye??
Another part of me felt like the rebel with a cause, or a pause, hell I dont know, I had some North Carolina Mexican in preparation for some TX Taco, Tex Mex, Torchy's sausolito good waves. Be better than the Chi-town hot dog PLEASE!!!
Really its just for the up coming vacation, and learning the moderate and easy transition. I do plan to eat me a prickly pear while there though.....If'n that is OK with you
This is prolly what Tom Waits would have been if he were off the sauce. L.A sure as hell aint no diamond though....trust me
Another part of me felt like the rebel with a cause, or a pause, hell I dont know, I had some North Carolina Mexican in preparation for some TX Taco, Tex Mex, Torchy's sausolito good waves. Be better than the Chi-town hot dog PLEASE!!!
Really its just for the up coming vacation, and learning the moderate and easy transition. I do plan to eat me a prickly pear while there though.....If'n that is OK with you
This is prolly what Tom Waits would have been if he were off the sauce. L.A sure as hell aint no diamond though....trust me
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Day 3
OK, it would appear I forgot about his part, THE DETOX!
Tired, sore, cranky, felling a little bit sick, I have had nothing today but 3 bannana, strawberry and green food (superfood) smoothies. Yes...there are those who will encourage me to "get some meat in me belly" NO......this is good, this is raw detox. I am releasing the sugar, the toxins, the chemical laden stuff they allow to be called "food"
Think about it, the same companies who bring you dinner are the same exact corporations who bring you chemo. Friggin completely insane. Just plain insane
Storm is the man here though, yes I know I am hopping all over the place, it is partially the nature of the bugger boo. WhooDooo VooDooo.
Dude is in better shape than me, and 25 years older. One of many why I am gettin back on board
Tired, sore, cranky, felling a little bit sick, I have had nothing today but 3 bannana, strawberry and green food (superfood) smoothies. Yes...there are those who will encourage me to "get some meat in me belly" NO......this is good, this is raw detox. I am releasing the sugar, the toxins, the chemical laden stuff they allow to be called "food"
Think about it, the same companies who bring you dinner are the same exact corporations who bring you chemo. Friggin completely insane. Just plain insane
Storm is the man here though, yes I know I am hopping all over the place, it is partially the nature of the bugger boo. WhooDooo VooDooo.
Dude is in better shape than me, and 25 years older. One of many why I am gettin back on board
Friday, November 5, 2010
MIGRAINE?!?!
What the hell black bells??? I am told I had a migraine headache yesterday, never had such a God awful pain in my skull. Felt like I was gonna vomit! All that I could do was get home, get the comfies on and crawl under the sheets for 12 hours. OUCH!!!!
So some of you may be wondering, (Ima switch gears here) why just why would a man such as me want to take his blog in this direction. Why would I put all my "schitt" for all the WWW to see??
Good question shipmate, answer is I really dont have an idea for ya but could say it is something to make me more motivated, more dedicated and more transparent to all my friends family and devoted. Look here......we all are in this together, whether you agree with it or not we all ride this big ol monkey train one toe @ a time so why not. As my friend said this morning...."We're human...nothing more nothing less, just human. "
So this blog is now taking the direction to motivate, educate, aggravate and maybe even isolate. The path I am choosing as said once before will cause others to be disrupted and discouraged. It takes some real guts to walk to the pace of a different cadence. It is all I have left to do. True originality has faded, nothing is really real anymore and nothing is overly ecstatic so get over it. Try something new, something pure and something whole, it looks a bit like an apple if you knoe what I mean.
So the fridge has been stocked, Whole Raw Organic fruits, nuts, and veggies. I took an amazing stop @ the pool this morning and whooooboy that something.
Todays video is not intended for those who are dis-pleased with graphic violence......toward pigs, yes, pigs.
So some of you may be wondering, (Ima switch gears here) why just why would a man such as me want to take his blog in this direction. Why would I put all my "schitt" for all the WWW to see??
Good question shipmate, answer is I really dont have an idea for ya but could say it is something to make me more motivated, more dedicated and more transparent to all my friends family and devoted. Look here......we all are in this together, whether you agree with it or not we all ride this big ol monkey train one toe @ a time so why not. As my friend said this morning...."We're human...nothing more nothing less, just human. "
So this blog is now taking the direction to motivate, educate, aggravate and maybe even isolate. The path I am choosing as said once before will cause others to be disrupted and discouraged. It takes some real guts to walk to the pace of a different cadence. It is all I have left to do. True originality has faded, nothing is really real anymore and nothing is overly ecstatic so get over it. Try something new, something pure and something whole, it looks a bit like an apple if you knoe what I mean.
So the fridge has been stocked, Whole Raw Organic fruits, nuts, and veggies. I took an amazing stop @ the pool this morning and whooooboy that something.
Todays video is not intended for those who are dis-pleased with graphic violence......toward pigs, yes, pigs.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
New Record.
So something must have worked. We have already set a new record for Blog hits just since the last post. Very interesting.
Despite falling asleep with the light on and my book in my lap. (Hate when I do that) I feel suprisingly refreshed today. No coffee but a fruit smoothie for the AM. Some prayer and meditating along with some more laundry.
Was boxing a big ol stack of some old moto-magazines and a customer walked right in and said he would take em off my hands for me. Very easy and very cool. Claims the new owner of said magazines will be a youngun that loves lookin at pictures. Even better.
Last night laundry was accomplished, (some of it) A big box of books was loaded into the car, clothes got seperated for a Goodwill give away pile and I cranked out 4 sets of 25 pushups. Felt damn good despite a little soreness I believe it is merely a sign. I used to crank 100 pushups like cake to a fat mans mouth. No Sweat.
Dunno what to add here today but a post always grabs more attention with some eye candy. Let us UTube browse a bit
Despite falling asleep with the light on and my book in my lap. (Hate when I do that) I feel suprisingly refreshed today. No coffee but a fruit smoothie for the AM. Some prayer and meditating along with some more laundry.
Was boxing a big ol stack of some old moto-magazines and a customer walked right in and said he would take em off my hands for me. Very easy and very cool. Claims the new owner of said magazines will be a youngun that loves lookin at pictures. Even better.
Last night laundry was accomplished, (some of it) A big box of books was loaded into the car, clothes got seperated for a Goodwill give away pile and I cranked out 4 sets of 25 pushups. Felt damn good despite a little soreness I believe it is merely a sign. I used to crank 100 pushups like cake to a fat mans mouth. No Sweat.
Dunno what to add here today but a post always grabs more attention with some eye candy. Let us UTube browse a bit
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
NEW WAY
So as some of you may have picked up on lately the blog is an on and off again endeavor. I am a very busy guy these days and as I confessed earlier there is much to do so I may simplify to get back to a better life.
The past nine months I have made a decision that has mostly put me behind this computer has caused some serious psyche damage. Anger, depression, back pain, not to mention getting off my routine of pushups, situps, walkin the dog and other good things I always placed high value on in life since the coming of my sobriety over 5 years ago now.
There was once a time when I was hanging with some serious Raw Food folks. I was strong happy healthy and satisfied but as any good alcoholic I went back to the bottle. Slowly @ first then like always FULL F'N BORE!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! Who wouldn't love a life of drama, county jail, fist fights and other fun stuff.
Sadly I confess that @ this moment I am really not in a good mind frame to be writing this. I am tired, my head itches, my complexion has been fired up again and I got more chores to do than one can imagine. I am also aware of certain spiritual laws which will allow things and people in my life to fall by the wayside. This is another thing I will deal and re-act to as this comes along.....
First things first. One by one eliminate all trash in the house and in the shop. By trash I mean things which no longer serve me. Old books, magazines, clothes and other B.S which I might think has a certain "attachement"
Second, (or in line with first) get the hell back on the program horse. Meetings, step work, prayer, meditation, running, workout etc. The loss of these simple things in life has caused some turmoil as of late. Some small some medium sized, no major cop calling drama but could happen if I keep on the trail
Next get off the junk, the sweets, the coffee, the nicotine etc. I was for a long time always praised that I looked much younger than I am but that she-it has been really catching up. Damn I am gettin old and as I look around I see a whole society of mean loathsome angry mother f'ers doin the same and more. we are a sick people and I only have the power to change the I AM so I AM.
There is much much more to come but as a viable and healthy way of keepin this thing rollin I pledge to keep this blog rollin with daily updates on the happenings on my life. If it inspires you then AWESOME if it makes you look elsewhere for negative shit. Which I realized I been posting some negative shit lately then that's fine too. See afformentioned reasons and consequences.
Change List......Diet.......Work........Money........Housing...........Exercise..........Attitude.........Stuff. Material STUFF. That shit is really drivin me up a wall for sure. I gotta make this move before I end up with a gut. Guts. It takes guts. We (I) will be keeping a photo log as well of the physical changes as well this here corner will update you on the mental spiritual and emotional but the shit really has to change and it can only get better.
this guys a friend of mine. He can give you some explanation on the path I am looking @.
First things first.
The past nine months I have made a decision that has mostly put me behind this computer has caused some serious psyche damage. Anger, depression, back pain, not to mention getting off my routine of pushups, situps, walkin the dog and other good things I always placed high value on in life since the coming of my sobriety over 5 years ago now.
There was once a time when I was hanging with some serious Raw Food folks. I was strong happy healthy and satisfied but as any good alcoholic I went back to the bottle. Slowly @ first then like always FULL F'N BORE!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! Who wouldn't love a life of drama, county jail, fist fights and other fun stuff.
Sadly I confess that @ this moment I am really not in a good mind frame to be writing this. I am tired, my head itches, my complexion has been fired up again and I got more chores to do than one can imagine. I am also aware of certain spiritual laws which will allow things and people in my life to fall by the wayside. This is another thing I will deal and re-act to as this comes along.....
First things first. One by one eliminate all trash in the house and in the shop. By trash I mean things which no longer serve me. Old books, magazines, clothes and other B.S which I might think has a certain "attachement"
Second, (or in line with first) get the hell back on the program horse. Meetings, step work, prayer, meditation, running, workout etc. The loss of these simple things in life has caused some turmoil as of late. Some small some medium sized, no major cop calling drama but could happen if I keep on the trail
Next get off the junk, the sweets, the coffee, the nicotine etc. I was for a long time always praised that I looked much younger than I am but that she-it has been really catching up. Damn I am gettin old and as I look around I see a whole society of mean loathsome angry mother f'ers doin the same and more. we are a sick people and I only have the power to change the I AM so I AM.
There is much much more to come but as a viable and healthy way of keepin this thing rollin I pledge to keep this blog rollin with daily updates on the happenings on my life. If it inspires you then AWESOME if it makes you look elsewhere for negative shit. Which I realized I been posting some negative shit lately then that's fine too. See afformentioned reasons and consequences.
Change List......Diet.......Work........Money........Housing...........Exercise..........Attitude.........Stuff. Material STUFF. That shit is really drivin me up a wall for sure. I gotta make this move before I end up with a gut. Guts. It takes guts. We (I) will be keeping a photo log as well of the physical changes as well this here corner will update you on the mental spiritual and emotional but the shit really has to change and it can only get better.
this guys a friend of mine. He can give you some explanation on the path I am looking @.
First things first.
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